12/31/09


12/30/09

when i text you, that means i miss you. when i dont text, that just means i'm waiting for you to miss me
it doesn't cost anything to smile.
Expect the best, be prepared for the worst, fuck what others think and do you're own thing
These violent delights have violent ends and then their triumph die, like fire and powder

goodbye [two thousand and nine] you truely will be missed

12/27/09

12/26/09

can't wait to start throwing rocks

12/20/09

underneath this smile, my world is slowly caving in. all the while, i'm hanging on; cause that is all i know. could you be the one to save me from every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole; i've been hiding out for miles, underneath this smile.

12/19/09

12/16/09

When she stares at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hits you, like your a dumb butt cuz she thinks shes stronger than you (well she actually doesnt, she just, actually wants to see wat you'll do)
[ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she’s quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she’s beautiful ]
When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]
When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she’s scared
[ Protect her ]
When she steals your favorite sweater {shirt, shorts hat ect.}
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes {and or loves} you
[SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD UNDERSTAND!!!]
When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold her’s and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]
When she says it’s over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she reposts this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]

12/14/09

love is hard , if it was easy it would mean nothing

12/13/09

12/11/09

12/10/09

"I try to be a teacher to my young fans who are, who feel just like I was when I was younger. I just felt like a freak. I guess what I'm trying to say is I want to live like them, I want to free them of their fears and make them feel like they can create their own space in the world."
-Lady Gaga

12/7/09

forever

12/6/09

We were given
two hands to hold, two legs to walk
two eyes to see, two ears to listen

but only one heart.
Because the other one was given to someone else for us to find

12/2/09

New Year, New Me.

-maintain the weight i am
-buy only what is neccessary
-pass math- at least 60%
-new semester-pay attention in class and STUDY
-limit concerts, but go to the most amazing ones
-try not to be depressed/angry/upset/scared so much
-tone down the swearing
-make this summer the best summer yet
-rape the socials final exam in June
-go to bed at decent times, no later than 11:30
-wear retainer every night!!
-be more outgoing and loose

-actually have fun on my birthday this year